Ragnarok

  Runes are that signs What we carve on the stones To touch, to embrace The powers Divine. Odin who guides Us through the visions of worlds — One day you will face Those standing in line… His Valkyries dancing, His warriors waiting. Observing one dead thing — The Giants are melting. No way to…

Go on

  Looking for some treasures — Not that gold what runs through fingers. Build up Utopias together Or just jump out of the windows… The winds bring smell of freedom, Well — do not sign goddamned contracts. The way calls to the South — No force will ever block us. Go on, go on —…

Returning back to Königsberg…

Well… I am here. In Königsberg — my hometown. Processing memories and feelings, falling down to rise again one day. It feels sometimes that I desperately need someone to walk on the paths less traveled together. Life in society is still hard and drags me down. There are some things to fix here with my…

Notes from the Bardo of life

Day by day, time goes slowly in psychiatric hospital for Bodhisattvas. Lack of motions is what drags me down — oh, I wish to become free again. Impossible now. Well, I can go immediately — but this way will lead me to some unwanted consequences. It’s even comfortable to be here for this piece of…

Autumnal Equinox

Autumnal Equinox meets me here in psychiatric clinic for Bodhisattvas. Time goes by, the walls are wide and well, that’s nice refuge against wind and rain. Nice place for my experiments, but… what I actually do not like, that fact that I should take pills, even if it’s mild drug for treatment of schizophrenia and…

Magician

He arrived in the morning and was waiting for me near main entrance. Me — I was a bit nervous, but I expected and hoped that we’ll meet each other one day, it was in my head in Austrian mountains already. This person who impressed me, who is living example for me to learn from,…

The woods and the clouds…

During school days, I have had some special places in my world, that were chosen for meditation on nature side, for rituals, as well as for celebration of that sacred points in Solar Year Circle — Equinoxes and Solstices. I wish to confess for setting them on fire. I would like to confess for burning…

Relocation and life in mental hospital

Yesterday they moved me to another building in complex. Hospital is the biggest one here in Czechia, it’s famous for experiments with LSD what did take their place in 60s, when Stanislav Grof was here. Later, as we know, he invented holotropic breathing method (what replaces using of psychedelics) and emigrated to United States of…

That paths what lead us through the woods.

When I was about ten years old, I discovered for myself (or just remembered — as we know everything and access any sources of information through our Inner Eye and Ears) northern Runes. Sacred symbols what shamans (northern shamanism is known as Seiðr) carved on wood, stones, their own and others’ bodies — they keep…