Sleepless night and tick-tock noises

One night I spent here laying on the floor in my lovely sleeping bag that once I got from one American spiritual friend of mine. I am still inside, actually. 4:04 AM — I take a look at Handy… strange night. Last day I did Cola zero to experience that psychosis-like state of mind again…

Summer Solstice Revelations

Waking up here, at this very special moment of year circle. Last days I sleep on the floor in my sleeping bag here in the flat in Twangste. Having thoughts of India again, Jain way… tired of civilization! Well, I am about to leave that material possessions of mine, part of that flat I used…

Relocation and life in mental hospital

Yesterday they moved me to another building in complex. Hospital is the biggest one here in Czechia, it’s famous for experiments with LSD what did take their place in 60s, when Stanislav Grof was here. Later, as we know, he invented holotropic breathing method (what replaces using of psychedelics) and emigrated to United States of…

Dharma’s Wheel is turning…

Now I have plastic box, which one I carry in my hemp backpack with second set of clothes and some other things inside. With this plastic box and baking soda I use water what I take for free ondastreets. Baking soda cleans the water and it is powerful substance what cleans dirt and removes bad…

Master meditates in the city.

Adept meditates alone in empty room with no sounds around, advanced adept meditates alone in the nature, master is able to meditate on market square in the city center. These days — oh, they were so uncertain for me, but when we really can expect anything as granted? 23rd of May this year, in this…

Shamanic crack-ups

Experiences, what can be briefly named as shamanic (or, how someone will call them — schizophrenic) are in groove and guide us through life, destroying any social conditioning. The world with its formal structures is a joke. We see humanity who creates forms from the bubbles of impermanence of things. Clinging to forms is meaningless,…

What did Spirit of Rice tell to me before Uposatha…

Dinner before New Moon — rice with vegetables and fresh salad. As I still stay here in camp, I have raw breakfasts mostly, lunch and dinner are partly cooked. Anyway, the food is delicious and Vegan, as well as gluten-free. But delicious food should not be the reason to become sick and die, right? We…

Image for meditation and Temple Mantra of Blissful Purity

During these days around Spring Equinox we received another image for meditation — stone Buddha, sitting inside the lotus flower, in the center — the petals are open around. Received by Lotus Temple mantra sounds as: namo lienhua (what literally means — hail to Lotus flower). Lotus what grows in the mud is symbol of…