Infinity and Zero coordinates

Religions? Old names, old paths. There are Buddha, Jesus and others who we may learn from, but they are probably far away. Here in NOW — we are new Deities and we write new history from the present. I am Lotus. Buddhism is a set of different concepts, different schools and teachings — I am…

Rush Ov Heroine Buddha

How I left Berlin? It was hell situation between me and V., it was just impossible to go on like this. No understanding for my worlds, my process and creative flow. I felt myself so low and dragged down. It was a huge mistake from my side to merge with someone who has so opposite…

Frog Empire For Lost Souls

Holding her hand. Still feel myself so lonely in this world of matter. I met so great people here in Berlin — it definitely feels like new wonderful beginning. Oh Gods, I was alone so long time… I was alone, I was in my dreams catching ghosts. Last days I am not. Yes, I just…

National things and dreams ov dreadlocks

Well, another day here in Berlin. I try to be optimistic, things turn better as it seems. Most of formalities seem to be done and situation is less chaotic now. Early in the morning they took us to BAMF by bus, now I am waiting for registration and interviews. Well, actually they do not call…

There was one hangar, somewhere in Berlin

So, they offer me to change my legal name once more? Seems funny. No, not now, I guess. Oder? Why not? Tell me the only reason why I shouldn’t? Huh. There is still time for decision, anyway. Do not consider me crazy, please. No, all is ok. One dear soul who was probably someone who…

Summer Solstice Revelations

Waking up here, at this very special moment of year circle. Last days I sleep on the floor in my sleeping bag here in the flat in Twangste. Having thoughts of India again, Jain way… tired of civilization! Well, I am about to leave that material possessions of mine, part of that flat I used…